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Now I'm chatting wit my Ko. (who) wat for tell ... From him I got to know something .. Something that can make my temper go BOOM BOOM ... wat issit .. some of you should know ...*SOME* okay... Didn't know guy oso that kepo ... If you tink I'm wrong then do you tink yur right... ask me to think ... u oso think first la.

To "AH GAL"
If you are readin this, may b you should not have followed... I should have gone alone. Eventhou we just stayed there @ Mall.. Theres oso a DISLIKE in HIS FEELING.. so wats the point. U should have told me its not the matter of riding in his car or not .. its matter that he dun wan you to go .. If u told me that .. I least I would still prevent u from going ... n let me met him onli ... Its not like I'm gonna get in any accidents.

I dunno whats wrong and i dun wana care anymore. Eventhough you say everythings settled, i jus have a feeling that there another part of the story at yur place... Dun tink i didn't say or ask .. i dunno .. I can sense ... its kinda like 40-50% ...

I dunno who u tink is correct n who is wrong but i have a feeling that u r being 2 face here. when yur talking to me .. u agree wit me while wit him u agreed wit him ... I dun mind that as i dun care anymore ... Just can't believe u would do that ...because of a GUY

Bcause of a guy .. there like a strain in our friendship. I can pretend as nothing had happen but the fact will not change. In case you dunno i tink the people around us has notice the change ...

Now on to friday,
if u tink its my fault! then i'll say i'm sorry .. if u wan me to say it face to face .. okay up too you but remember I may not seem to b very sincere n i dun care ..coz i dun tink its my fault if but by sayin I'm sorry makes u feeel good then I'lll say then ...

Its a disaster i know but sorry i didn't mean to ruin it as i duno how i ruin it .. I do nothing and u say i ruin in ... plus if i dun watched the movie nothin will happen to me okay.. Its not like I'm gonna get kidnap or anything .. THE MALL IS SMALL so nth will happen ... .

For your information: I'm not complaining or anything.. Just i dun like the feeling ...of being a bad person .. eventhou u say NTh happen or anything ... THTS now it okay~.. May b U would like it to end like tht but its not like u dunno me i cann't just possibly forget just like that .. as i'm not a computer when u switch off ... the files are all erased.

Eventhough i suffer from alil amnesia... or memory problem, there always a part of my brain which will always remember that incident...no way i'm forgetting it unless something more serious than that happen as in I fought wit him or ... i had a great fight or argument wit RC... but now nth can replace that .... in my brain / memory.

Okay! I'll stop here for now .. can continue wat i wanna say ... next time ... This kind of blog will never stop ... until the hatred is gone ...

Feeling like ACTIVE VOLCANO or a lift off rocket (msn display pic)